A mother daughter relationship is the most complex of all!

It's crazy how the older i get, the more thankful i am for my mother not killing me. :) She is a very strong women, and when i think back to some of the things i did and put her through makes me want to cry.

My mom has been through alot in the last year, with my dad, and my being pregnant yet she still gets up every morning with a smile on her face.  Thinking about everything she has been through, if that would have been me...i would have a new home in a padded room.  She has been there for me through break-ups, fights with friends, and has helped me see when i have made a horrible mistake (i was never a very good listener, so it i got alot of  "I told you so").  Part of me wouldnt change all we've been though together because i wouldn't be who i am today. But than on the other hand, i cant imagine all the sleepless nights i have caused her because i thought i was being a "grown up".
  

And now that i am about to become a mother myself, i cant help but think about what someone told me, they said that you're kids always act worse than you did...lol....if thats the case, im locking her up until shes 18!! :) 

Me and my mom have become pretty close since i got pregnant.  I started realizing that my lifestyle needed to change, and i needed to move back home for a while, so while living back with my mom we have gotten close again, and i very happy that we did.  We always find ourselves laughing about the most dumbest things, and i find myself asking her things about being a mother like things like what she did when she first had me (i was her first).  I don't know what i would do if i didnt have a mom who stuck with me through thick and thin.  I would probably be dead, or living on the streets somewhere.  She is truly my hero, and i love her with everything i have!!!



p.s...i would post a picture of us, but she was never one to have her picture taken much...she always thought she looked awful (clearly i didnt get my camera whore ways from her!! =])